April Feels> Lost in my head

It seems like, I have been spending my days in meetings or working and staring at screen for hours. I feel like I have nothing to say and at the same time I feel like I more to say at the same time. I spent my last few days lost in my own head to a point that I could be invisible to the world around me. Nothing could hold my full attention long enough to complete anything or even share any work.  I would start writing or editing then I stop because it’s not satisfied my heart or my brain at the moment. I had to walk away from it, I had stop picking up a pen and holding a camera. When I stopped completely, I found out my own head is full of ideas, there things I want to do that might crash and burn but at least I tried them at least once.

Then I went through my writing Notebook and noticed I few too many unfinished pieces that I wanted to complete. Then I went through my new layouts of my blog a noticed I never picked out the one that worked. After that I read through little pages of my unfinished book, All I could think, is," I want this to work out". I promised myself at the beginning of this year; that I would put myself hundred percent first in the sense of work. But If I am being honest I am not doing that and I never have because I care about working and helping my family before myself, always. 

In this moment  all I want to do is prove to myself that I am worth , everything I wanted and If I completely fail , I Know I tried and lived while doing it.  I released that I am the only enemy of my own process and I am tried of that because I know that am worth my dreams and goals to reach the stars close enough to the moon.

- Misread

P.S Don't forget to put yourself first in your own life because you deserve it too!